masih waraskah aku???

       Up so early then grab this lovely netbook to jot down something that i feel...erm, is it normal for someone like me...if dulu2, i just grab my instrument then play my 'pengubat lara' songs...but now, without it, this tiny keyboard of this netbook might help kot...
erm, smlm serabot sgt2 sbb bimbangkan seseorang...semalam tghari and malam aku try buat distraction...kuar berbuka ngan kawan2...inagt sgt2 dekat dia tp just buat x tau....tp bila balik umah xleh tido...terlelap jer sekejap smlm dpn netbook ni...pastu dah dpt agak mesti x selera kalau sahur ni...tp, xpelah....makan jerlah sket since dah tapau...erm, makan halfway then terus benti.....erm, jadi camni sebab sebelum tu aku call someone utk kejotkan sahur...tp x berangkat pun panggilan aku tu...sedih laaa jugak...then pas sahur, semayang isyak then sunat hajat...sajer2 jer...then end up pagi ni tersenyum sket sebab mimpi dia reply sms aku...erm, mcm org sakit mental jer kan?naper leh tersenyum dgn mimpi tu...maybe Allah nak cakap she's fine....maybe dia overslept sebab penat sgt angkat barang smlm...pelik...just drop then balik terus ikot lori xleh ker?nape nak kena stay kat sana....aku mmg giler runsing laaah...dahlah x dgr khabar berita...saper x runsing?aku boleh giler dek terlampau runsing...sampai terfikir betul ker dia sayangkan aku...ishhh, bulan pose ni pon ade gak setan datang racun...huhuhu....
    Erm, suddenly teringat kata sorang ustaz tu.... Anak2....betapa kamu sayangkan puteri2 ni....simpankan sket beberapa percent sayang tu pada diri kamu sendiri...macam ASB...hehe... Suddenly it came to my sense that what will happened if she suddenly disappear...again??? I repeat ....again....konpem sasau aku ni....so, aku tiba2 terfikir....aku pon nak spend masa utk diri sendirilah sekejap....ingat nak cari weekend nak kuar dari sini jap....one weekend is good enough....ada kawan yg ajak g Indonesia tp skang ni aku lom stabil lagi....baru nak build up idop baru....so, xleh g...kekdg pikir xnak g pon..not for now...my next oversea trip hopefully with my beloved one...hehe...
So let me share some pix of yesterday's menu of bukak pose...benda ni buat aku teringat to my visit to Bandung-Jakarta last year...aku sajer jer order teh botol utk amek feel mcm kat Indo...hehe...my friend Mr Jeme mmg excited gile nak g sbb aku and Jojo dah kaw2 kipas dia suh g...anyway have fun for this puasa...lupakan kejap masalah di bulan pose ni...kalau xleh tido dan serabot mcm aku ni cuba laaa buat benda2 berfaedah sket mcm basuh baju ker...huhuhuhu...
Malasnya nak iron baju nanti..pakai collar t-shirt xleh ker g keje ni???huhuhhu...
bye2...

Ini adalah Malaysia di hari ini...bukan zaman P.Ramlee tau...hehe

sedap tol..tp botol kecik ni dah RM3...kalau kat indonesia dah dpt 1 karton dah ni pak...

Menanti azan berkumandang dari Masjid Kg Baru...exactly the same set I had 

last time at Pasar Baru, bandung, Indonesia.

Nyam2...harganya boleh tahan bangat pak...agak mahal exactly...